كنت طفلة .. لا تعي سوى ما حولها..أس

كنت طفلة ..
لا تعي سوى ما حولها..
أستقي من الحياة كل ما أحب,وأرى الأشياء بعيني والدايا فقط!
وأنمو وتبدأ الألوان التي عرفتها من حولي تتبدل
وكلما نموت أكثر...
كلما اختلفت الحياة!
وازداد البون بين ما كنت فيه وبين ما أراه!
واليوم..
أطل من نافذتي..
وأنا أحمل على عاتقي عددا كبيرا من السنوات
أتأمل ما يجري خارجا
ولا أكاد أصدق هذا الموج الذي يبتلع من حوله ولس ثمة أحد يعترض!
فأغلقها خوفا:’’
أذهب سريعا أتفقد من حولي..
وأكاد أرى أشخاصا ما كانوا هم يوما..!
فالوجوه ذاتها والأجسام خاوية!

أتأملني سريعا..
أتفقد قلبي..
وروحي التي تعلو وتهبط كيفما تجري الرياح..
ألقب نظرة سريعة ,على عباراي وجمل تكدست على أرفف غرفتي..
..وشهادات نلتها على كلمات قدمتها يوما
وحروف إيمانية وزعتها هنا وهناك

ما نصيبي منها ؟
..هل يمكن أن أكون ممن يبتلعه الموج يوما أو يغطي نصفه
بدل أن يكون يدا في الإنقاذ!
الوقت يلتهمني!
والساعات تنفرط من يدي سريعا..
علي مراجعة خزانة ملابسي
محتويات أجهزتي...
حروفي المتناثرة هنا وهناك
وقبل ذلك كله
..قلبي..!
وحالي مع القرآن:’’

النتائج (الإنجليزية) 1:

I was a child.. Not only had around..Derived from life whatever I like, and I see things with my own eyes waldaia only!And growing up and starting the colors around me change And when we die the most ...Whenever a different life!And Bon-what I was and what I see!Today. .. From my window I.. And I am bringing upon me many years I ponder what is going outAnd I can hardly believe this wave that swallows around him there is one objection Wallace!It closed down in fear: "Go quickly check around me. .. I barely see people as they were the day..!The same faces and objects are empty!Atamelni quickly and.Check my heart. And the spiritual above the landing as the wind.Overview acceptance, on the jammed sentences abaray shelves 2....Enroll certificates submitted days lyrics And spiritual letters distributed here and thereWhat is my share of them?..You could be who prowls around like wave or half covers Rather than hand in rescue!Time devour me! Watches disintegrate from my hand quickly..Reviewing my closet The contents of my devices of ...My characters are scattered here and thereAnd above all ..My heart..!And now with the Qur'an: "

النتائج (الإنجليزية) 2:

I was a child ..
not aware of only around ..
I draw from life everything that I love, and I see things with my own eyes and Aldaaa only!
and growing up and begin colors known to those around me changed
and whenever we die more ...
the more varied life!
increased gap between what I was and what I see it!
Today ..
peered from my window ..
and I carry on my shoulders a large number of years
pondering what is going on out
I almost do not believe this Wave, which swallows around Lawless there one object!
Voglgaha fear: ''
I go check my fast around me ..
and I can almost see people what they are days ..!
The faces and the same objects are empty! Otamlna quickly .. .. check my heart and my soul above the landing and whatever winds .. title a quick look at Apara and sentences piled on the shelves of my room .. ..ouchehadat Nltha words provided days , and characters of faith and distributed here and there what my share of them? .. Do I could be who devour Wave days or covers half instead of being hand in the rescue! Ilthemena time! watches Tnfrt of my hand quickly .. my closet to review the contents of my devices ... My characters scattered here and there and, above all ..qlbe ..! and current with the Qur'an: ''

النتائج (الإنجليزية) 3:

I was a child. Only around..

don't understand life seek whatever I like, and I see things with my own eyes Waldaya only!
Wanmw and colors around me have changed more...

and the die at different life! "The difference between what I had and what I see!
Today.
looked out of my window. Many years

and I got my watch is out of
I hardly believe this wave we ingest. There is no single object! Faghlqha
for fear I
go quickly check around.
And I think the people they are days.
Falwjwh itself and objects are empty!


, checking out my heart Atamlny quickly.
soul above the landing as the winds..
Alqb quick look, Baray and pussy jammed on the shelves of my room..
.The testimonies were on parole by day and faith. Here a
I

what's my share?
.. I could be who swallow. One day, covering half of it
instead of being hand in hand to the rescue!
the time Ylthmny!

, watches Tnfrt hands quickly.I check my closet

my contents. Characters scattered here and there, above all,

.. my heart! "And with the"