إعتدت على الحرية فلا قيود ولا أوامر

إعتدت على الحرية فلا قيود ولا أوامر ولا نصائح حتى قدمت جدتي لتمكث معنا عِدّة أيام لا أعلم لها أجل فقد تطول وقد تقصر ؟؟!!بدايةً لم أتقبل الوضع ،، بل وكرهت بقائها لدينا في المنزل ؟؟!!!لاتعجبوا فلقد كنت من ذوي الفكر والوعي المحدودين !! جدتي إمرأة كبيرة في السن ،، لم تعش حياتنا ولم تتذوق حلاوة الحرية والتطور التي نحن في خِضمِّها فما إن تراني أهم بعملٍ ما لايناسب ما إعتادت عليه من فطرة سوية وعادات وتقاليد الا وتهرع لتصبّ علي كمّ هائل من نصائحها ودعواتها والتي كانت لاتجدي نفعاً مع طيشي وعنفواني بل وكنت أستمع لها من باب المجاملة فحسب .. وذات ليلة مررت بجانب حجرتها في الثلث الأخير من الليل ويالعجبي مما سمعت ورأيت أنا أسهر على تلك الأفلام والمسلسلات والمجلات التي لاتسمن ولاتُغني من جوع وجدتي في سجود وخشوع وخضوع وإبتهال سبحان الله لم تنثني عزيمتها أمام كِبَرِ سنها فهاهي تتكئ على عكازها وترفع هامتها بين يدي رب العزة والجلال تسأله العفو والغفران وأعالي الجنان هاهي جدّتي التي دوما ما تدعو لي بالهداية والصلاح هي جدتي بل أمي ،، فلقد عوّضتني عن حنان والدتي ومتابعتها هاهي تسأل عنّي وتحاورني ،، تجالسني وتسامرني أرتمي بين أحضانها فأجد صدراً حنوناً يحتوي آلامي ،، أبثها همومي فأجدها ناصحة مسددة مُرشدة هذه جدتي ،، نبع الصفاء نعتها بالتعصب والرجعية وكرهت مكوثها لدينا وها أنا ذي الآن أتوق لبقائها فترة أطول وأخشى رحيلها أراقبها ،، فإذا بلسانها يلهج بذكر الله ويداها منشغلة بالتسبيح والتهليل والتكبير قلبها نقي طاهر ،، لاتعرف الحقد والضغينة تدعو لنا بكل خير ،، تغيّر حالنا منذ وطئت قدماها منزلنا شعرت بالبركة في كل شيء حتى في تجمعنا ،، بل وإستغنيت عن الخروج من المنزل ببقائي معها سبحان مغيّر الأحوال لازلت أذكر ذلك اليوم الذي تغيّر فيه مجرى حياتي بكيت مراراً وتكراراً على تفريطي في جنب الله كانت جدتي هي سبب عودتي وتوبتي أعجبتني روحها الطاهرة المحبة لكل خير فإزداد تعلقي بها ،، أنهل من معينها الخيِّر أعذب المعاني وأرنو لدعائها الذي يبعث في قلبي الغبطة والسرور تركت كل الملذات وحاذيت ركبها المبارك في كل أعمالها في صلاتها ودعائها وتسبيحها وصيامها وقيامها أصبحت رفيقة دربي وأنيسة قلبي جدتي ،، كبيرة في السن لكنها تحمل بين جنباتها قلباً محباً للخير جدتي التي كرهت بقائها ،، هي الآن أحب إلي من نفسي فلهي نقطة التحول في حياتي جدتي (( بعد الله )) هي التي جعلت لحياتي نكهة مستساغة ملؤها الروحانية والطمأنينة

النتائج (الإنجليزية) 1:

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النتائج (الإنجليزية) 2:

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النتائج (الإنجليزية) 3:

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